"To help or no to help?", "How to help?", "What should I do now?", "Where should I go after this?", "What if I am conned instead?" ...

These are the questions that flood my head whenever I see road accidents and decided to drive pass them. Earlier when I was driving home, I saw a motorbike on the ground and the lady was slightly hurt but she was able to stand and there was no bleeding. My heartbeat was so fast as if I was the one who knocked her down or got knocked by someone else.

I wanted to help so so badly but others already stopped to help (or look, I'm not sure). I didn't know if I would be of help. I didn't know how to help. I didn't know if it was ok for me to stop my car at the side, I didn't know what to do when I get down. I hated myself. I was afraid. This isn't the first time I felt like this. To see someone in need and just drive away. I teared when I drove pass the lady just now and I really wish that I'd be more courageous next time. I realised that offering help takes not only kindness but bravery. I want to equip myself for situations like this so that I won't feel like a total crap the next time I see someone in need when they are involved in an accident. I pray today for someone experienced to just share with me what to do and what not to do when I decide to help the people and maybe when I have the info, I'd share here so that other people like me can also benefit from this. I know God heard my prayer and I am confident that one day, I will be able to help at least someone.

Thank you for reading!

Love,
Sheryn

For many years now I've been wanting to dip dye my hair. Pink, Blue, Purple, Red? I couldn't decide coz all of them look so super good. I never got the courage to do so but also because I've never wanted to spend a big sum of $$$ on the mane. Somehow, this year I felt I should do it because if I don't I'd be too old for it :D haha!

Source: Google Image

Nice right? I was soooo excited for my hair to look like that minus the pretty curls. Haha! Who knew that the process of getting this beautiful colour means you have to go through this:

What a sacrifice...

Oh, how nice!

This was taken the day after when I was in church.

Sheryn

Merry belated Christmas, everyone!

So this year's Christmas was somehow special for me because...

Family Time
Sean's mum organised a Christmas dinner and invited my parents over. In the end, my sister and grandpa came along. If you know my mum, she dislikes gatherings apart from family and finds it awkward to mingle with people whom she's not close with. But to my surprise, she agreed to come for the dinner and I have my sister to thank. My sister persuaded her to RSVP. I was praying to see a change in my parents and I take this as one. I was on top of the world knowing that my family and Sean's family would meet. And the night was sweet!

And here's the family Christmas dinner :)

Spent time with my beloved grandma on Christmas Eve

So glad that our hard work was paid off. Thanks, guys!

Wishes Came True
This year, I never expected anything much in terms of receiving gifts. I thought, as the years go by people will tend to forget / don't bother buying gifts. Well, I was wrong. I received so much. I received some of the things that I needed to get but haven't got them myself  (coz it was pricey). I received a camera. A good one (I wished for it). In PINK. I also wanted to get myself an eyebrow pencil but haven't got the time to find one and I received one. Ahem... It's Shiseido! And because my eyeliner smears so much on my oily skin, I needed a eye primer... And I got it... it's from Urban Decay! And because I was super sick from end Nov until Christmas, my bff Serene gave me the most thoughtful gift that literally put a smile on my face when I unwrapped the gift. I also received other gifts from many people and I am very thankful for each of them. It's truly the most wonderful time of the year. I see God in everything and I thank Him for being so good to me.

Tadaaaa!! I still cannot believe I own this pretty thing.

The Christmas Angel 
The idea of this campaign went so well! I'm so proud of my church! I thought of giving back to the community this Christmas, instead of  bringing gifts and exchanging with one another, I encouraged the church to bring canned food items or packed food items to gift to the community in CCF a month before. And it went so well. :') Thanks to those who helped me and made this possible.

"If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth." 1 John 3:17-18

Truly the meaning of Christmas is that Christ is celebrated and glorified.

This photo was taken before the area was filled with the items.

Thank you for reading!

Love,
Sheryn